Yeah, so yesterday was my birthday. I've always been one to sort of brush off birthdays. Never been a big deal to me. But turning 41 was just a weird moment.
I really didn't care for being 40. It was easily the worst year of my life. Lots of bad shit happened. Some that has yet to be resolved. Some that feels like it will never go away.
It's not that good things didn't happen in the last year but I've been hard put to really enjoy them. Got a kind of “sad sack”, “eeyore” thing goin’ on a lot. It’s not very attractive.
I'm hoping this year is better. Hope is always a good place to start.
Posted by shawn at January 17, 2006 07:19 PM